Random thoughts

It’s been a difficult month. To be honest, KM and I felt a bit burnt out after months and months of not having enough ‘me’ time. With the stresses of work and having to juggle Z at home, it’s become draining for both of us.

I struggle because I’m not willing to have a helper. I just don’t trust anyone else with Z. The horror stories online made matters worse. Compromise is a large word. Easier said than done.

At the end of the day, I need to make peace with myself, that I will be okay. Z’s wellbeing is more important to me than anything else. He needs me and in the years to come, he’ll probably be a lot less needy.

I’m praying for grace this season, and if you’re a believer, I pray that you’ll help me say a silent prayer today. That I will have the grace to get through this season and emerge stronger than before.

 

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